This song is done by backstreet boys….im jus starting to love it and this song is even more meaningful at the moment….and this is particularly direted against some one whom i know very well

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

(Somehow)
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life yeah)

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye (yeah yeah)
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life)

Never gone, never far
In my heart (in my heart is where) is where you are (you are)
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are

Actually im in no mood for this….personally im really on a low today…some times when everything is sailing so smooth and suddenly with a startling revelation,out of the blue things hit you,fissures develop,rage sets in..now its easier to move away from all this,rather than face it…this is what happens when you take people for granted…i wish i shouldnt have done what all i did(or what all i did not)…the feeling of guilt is sweeping my conscious…i really hate when things turn against you,for something ive done unconciously…right now many questions wander in and around my mind…
if tru friendship is about sharing,is it still necessary keep things away from one another?
can there be different parameters for judging the same thing between two of them who are equally guilty fo the same thing??
im sure you must have no idea of wat im talking about…at the moment i feel that im alienated and victimised for things im not solely resposible…how do i make them realise that ive put so much into the relation…and is it good on their part for not even hinting on their matter of concern and still solely blaming it on me is really leaving me in dire straights…

Carelessness has become more or less a habit to me these days.Let me tell you about an incident which happened quite a while back..was it first week of last month or is it the second,naah it doesnt matter much..alrite it happened to me that just forgot to return my answer slip after taking the test(my 3rd mid) and jus walked away from the hall and put the answer sheet in my baggy nicely. By the time i was at the other end of the college, some one called my friend and told i forgot to return the sheet..which i vehemently denied and defended saying that i returned the slip,then it didnt take much time to realise the truth..i raced back to the examination hall wondering if he is goin to accept it,to my relief he did.Later i walked back to the canteen and met two girls from the other branch,i told them what happened they smiled and one of the said “You are luvly re..”,while the other girl nodded in agreement..i jus smiled and walked off to the cash counter saying “how could i be so stuipid?”…I was over elated with the compliment and handed over a 50 rupee note to the guy there, took a coupon worth 10 bucks and moved on….later in the evening when i had to pay for the auto rickshaw fare,my empty purse was even more empty…know why?i forgot to take the change from the canteen guy(compliment fxs)…shit i was double careless..i felt happy for the first carlessness of the day which earned me a compliment but inturn costed 50 bucks

And yeah done with my marathon exams,4 lab exams and 8 theory and the best part now is holz for a month or so…